So yeah, life's weird. I've been seeing quite a few people out of the blue lately. Whether they have been coming into my work or me just seeing them out of the blue. Like Tristan called me not too long ago which was really out of nowhere considering I haven't talked to him in almost a year.. Then I ran into Kerrik, which was wonderful. It was ( Read more... )

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Things just feel so very strange anymore. I feel like I'm not even the same person that I was a few weeks ago. I can't stand to look at him anymore and he didn't even do anything to make me feel this way. It's like my feelings just changed overnight and I'm not like that. When I feel something for someone it usually doesn't just go away. I don't ( Read more... )

I honestly feel like a part of myself is missing, and has been for the past few days. I have no life without him. I need him around. Just to be here with me because when he is I feel like nothing can hurt me. I've been so anxious. Just not myself. I'm not usually this bad, I don't usually need to depend on others so much. But it's like I've changed ( Read more... )

This journal used to mean a lot to me but for some reason now it feels like it's pointless. Like nothing I write in here will ever change what is really going on in my life. People can be completely different over a computer screen because no one would ever know the difference, no one really cares to. Sitting in front of a computer writing all of ( Read more... )

Well, it's been a really long time. I've been working my ass off, hanging out with Chuck, and that's really about it. I'm moving on Monday to Plumsteadville. Me, my mom, Sara, Piglet, and Matt. My mom's leaving her husband, which is the best thing for all of us. A chance to start over. The house is fucking beautiful. It was built in 1820. We have a ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KERRIK!!!!! I love you ( Read more... )

Hm, lets see whats been going on in my life. I got a new car on Friday because mine took a total shit on me. I got a 2003 Hyundai Accent, it's 4 door, it's charcoal, it's cute. Whatever, it runs. I went to the msi show on Thurday, Tina and Mikey got me the ticket for my birthday. It was at croc rock. It was fucking crowded. I got the shit kicked ( Read more... )

so yeah i guess i can update now. lets see. whats been going on. my mom is now out of rehab and actually clean. which is good. i think she might actually be leaving john which is so fucking awesome. all they have been doing is fighting. my car broke down on me so now im searching for a new one with the invisible money that i have. i dont know what ( Read more... )

well, work sucked today. it was busy as shit. plus tina didnt come in until 10. :( but whatever. im fucking sore as shit from painting my room and everything yesterday. i hate painting. hopefully i will never have to do it again. other then that nothing is going on in my life because i am a loser. i went to see my mom on monday which went really ( Read more... )