how is it possible? i really just don't understand...why after six months does it seem like there is absolutely nothing there? how is it that he just can't stand it for two months? I honestly don't know...it hurts more than i want to admit and it sucks so much...i can't deal with it...and its basically over...sweet

To those of you who will in theory, never actually read this...GROW UP. know that i am here for you whenever you need me, but know that i am hearing every side of the story and may not agree with everything you say! know that i love you all so much and i love having you as sisters, but know that i also feel like i have felt as though i have been ( Read more... )

so...i love where i am at my school!! its absolutely amazing and i wouldn't change it for anything right know! for many reasons...i have so many opportunities at my fingertips right now! its amazing, a...i'm on a track to becoming sec-gen if we host mun in two years, b...i'm on track to interning at the UN in NY, c...i'm going to nola for the ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!

i'm soooo happy right now...in about 13 hours i will be going to the Los Angeles airport and getting on a plane that will take me to my beloved seattle!! oh how i have missed you! anyway, i'm excited because i get to go to a comfortable bed, clean air and relaxation! it will be glorious...and i'll see a few people whom i have not seen in like ( Read more... )

i love it...right now i'm just sitting in dan's room, doing homework together! its great...i don't think i've been this happy in a while...he makes me smile just looking at him! its great! oh wow!

IT'S RAINNING...IT'S RAINNING! AND I AM SOOO HAPPY...BUT I'M SAD THAT I AM MISSING OUT ON THE SNOW! :(

so...pretty much...i hate homework and research papers and college writing seminars!!! ahhh!

Pretty much...it has become necessary for me to admit to the world that i am a horrible person...i'm a horrible daughter, i feel like a horrible friend at times, i'm a horrible student, i'm a horrible human being in general and you know what...i can't help it...its just the way it is.

so basically, its getting somewhat better here...but i sill miss home. I miss some people more than i thought i would, but i will be able to see them soon-ish. i really want to just go away for a weekend. i would love to got to seattle just for the weekend...find a hotel in seattle looking out over the water and just chill and relax...i want to ( Read more... )