so one would think that the summer between your senior year in high school and your freshman year in college you would mature just enough. I'm not asking for a whole lot of maturity, but some...especially from the females in this world. seeing as how this is not the case, it just really sucks that people are so insecure with themselves that they ( Read more... )

there was a boy...then there was a boy no more because i suck.

this is the way it always goes...there are boys, then they go away because i suck

i give up...

What Your Soul Really Looks Like
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here you guys go...i am no longer going to use this as a place to express how i feel.  i hope this will allow everyone to find someone else to come down on. personally i don't think it's anyone's business...if all you would like to do is tell me that i am childish and complain then go for it...it doesn't bother me so much anymore.  you may tell me ( Read more... )

so, here i am, back from france, faced with the realities of what i left behind...i wish i could just go back there and never have to deal with this, but i'm afraid that that may be impossible!!

anyway i had a BLAST in france!! i absolutely loved it! at time's i felt homesick because i didn't have my friends with me but thats okay, because well, i ( Read more... )

so basically i have realized that when i am not around, people tend to forget about me...which is fine, i suppose. it relieves me of the stress of trying to help people. i have also realized who the people are that truly want to have me around...and i thank them for it!!

this is what i need....i don't need games, i don't need anything else...just this...

( ...please... )

what the hell is wrong with me...i can't get a boyfriend, i can't manage to get good grades at school, i pretty much suck at everything i do...

I HATE COMPUTERS...I HATE MY LIFE...I HATE THE FACT THAT I AM SUCH A WHINY BITCH!
( ...i hate  )

10 days...

6 days,,,

about 200...

roughly 365...screwed like no other...but i don't seem to care...

stressed beyond all possibilites...

cannot stand stupid* people...

complete freedom...

IT'S SOO CLOSE...................BUT IT DOESN'T LIKE ME...

*: given to anyone that i deem necessary of the title...