and the welcome rolls my way when i walk into a room full of lost souls, and we sit, and we talk, and we bond. we bond over what? religeon? politics? sadness? i think it was all of those. all talking and relating, and pouring out our sorrows to each other, so we can make room for more to come in. we remember when we had the world by the tail, ( Read more... )

i passed the audition. i have a feeling this is going to be really hard...

and its true here i am again. i cant begin to explain how crazy ive been driving when im upset lately ( Read more... )

we all move on, and maybe i dont exist to you anymore, but thats whats best.....for you. Whats best for you is what i really care about anyways.

when it rains, it pours down the back of a bitter son, desperate for love and loves everyone....

try to hold on...

my parents are leaivng town on saturday for two weeks.

this should be good.

atleast me and melinda can be mad together. we were both depressed today, have the same birthday, grew up one street apart in the same neighborhood, and cant figure out what the hell is going on ( Read more... )

im so angry right now. i give up on trying to make things be happy. in fact i hope everything goes wrong for me. it seems like everyone else thinks the worst will happen to me anyways. i wish i could just start my life over again. theres so much i would do different. im just a bad person who doesent deserve anything good. fuck everything. ( Read more... )

i like how me and ally write notes for each other before our shifts so we have something to read. shes a funny kid. its nice talking anthropology with someone.

summer school is fun.

the last of my three day one year ago memories ( Read more... )

another day, another memory from a year ago.