Comments | blinking8eights: you can never leave me will you please complete me never be enough to fill me up

blinking8eights

you can never leave me will you please complete me never be enough to fill me up

Apr 18, 2005 20:46

the reasons of my hatred for their relationship are numerous.

i feel neglected on many levels, i hate watching them bicker like 12 year olds, i hate that they enable each others' alcohol abuse, they are extremely selfish and exclusive. and they have no idea how lucky they are ( Read more... )

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xsmurfette April 18 2005, 20:21:09 UTC

You, my love, are such a virgo ( ... )

blinking8eights April 18 2005, 21:08:30 UTC

livejournal is my punching bag. YOU are my gal.

i needed to vent about it in order to let it go. purge. unburden myself. be completely honest with myself so i could sort out the demons and moooooove along.

(yes, i am a HUGE virgo and YOU LOVE IT!!!)

and honestly? today feels like a whole new beginning and it's wonderful. COMPOUNDED by the fact that our housing came to fruition today.

i love you for so many reasons, and one of them clearly being keeping me sane. ohhh what would i do without you? you barraiser, you.

xo siempre,
tu esposa

xsmurfette April 18 2005, 22:02:42 UTC

Fair enough. As we always say among the people i hang out with, "why don't you shut the fuck up and write about it?" It always helps. Well. It should always help... regardless, i'm glad it helped YOU.

Thank god I'm on the cusp, because seriously we would be overanalyzing what kind of milk to buy. Alf, you and I will one day criticize the world for spinning in a direction we're not quite sure we like... Ah the joy and curse that is virgo-ism.

sanity is good. you keep me sane too, love.

xo RIGHT BACK ATCHA...
esposa por siempre

p.s. i only raise the bar because i'm jewish.

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blinking8eights April 18 2005, 21:13:45 UTC

i'm learning so much about everything, sal. it's amazing... exhausting, but amazing. and i hate being the person that condemns relationships, because i've had my own condemned, but when it makes ME unhappy, i need to walk away. i hope your friends realizes what he's doing to himself and his other relationships. cause that's just a damn shame for everyone involved.

a lot of soul searching and brutal honesty here in madrid for one alison hines. and half of it in spanish. gotta keep life interesting, ya know?

hey, where you gonna be this summer?