not quite the blindside style i was goin for..but that's ok.
NEW LJ: break_the_scar
add me ok? please, or everyone just comment on this one, if you're too lazy.

i've decided i'm gonna make a new lj..cuz well blindsider is a sucky name. i mean come on, i was goin for 12stoner...which is wayyy cooler, but it was taken. soo i dunno the new name, it's gonna be basically the same, except a cooler name.

i'd just like to say ( Read more... )

what am i supposed to freakin do? i need time to change, that's the bottom line. i wish i could right away, but everyone knows how i am...it's gonna take time. i just hope things will work out, however they're supposed to. "i don't know the future. i can't tell you how this is going to end, i'm here to tell you how this is going to begin ( Read more... )

As soon as you stepped through my door,
I saw You for the first time all over again.
And time well spent seems
Lonelier than ever, like light years ago.

As I smell you for the first time all over again
I begin to remember to be alive
So if you don't mind
I think I'll wear my heart on my sleeve,
'Cause I'm tired of not being able to bleed.

All of ( Read more... )

i can't believe myself, it's like...i screw things up every damn time ( Read more... )

i am an idiot

hmmm i guess this is my time to reflect. i had an interesting dream last night, i might be readin into things too much...but i think it confirms somethin that anna said to me earlier this week. i guess it's not a bad thing, to care that much. but nevertheless, for the most part, i have to suppress it for the good of everyone ( Read more... )

i sooo won a radio contest today.
Prizes include: 4 tickets to Movie Co movie theater (in tampa), and $40 free to some bar (in tampa), i had to lie about my age to get them...i even have to "redeem" the stuff in tampa...anyone wanna go to tampa to hit up bars, and movies?