it seems like this is it
hmmm i guess this is my time to reflect. i had an interesting dream last night, i might be readin into things too much...but i think it confirms somethin that anna said to me earlier this week. i guess it's not a bad thing, to care that much. but nevertheless, for the most part, i have to suppress it for the good of everyone.
Kari, i love you soo much. When i needed you most, you came into my life.
that's another thing that scares me, but this time i'm prepared to deal with it. it's the 25th, soon it will be two months worth of bliss. i've already proven to myself that i can do it...that this time it's different, but how come i still doubt?
Kari, i just want you to know, that i'm trying my very best. Even though i screw up a lot, i really am trying.
i think that's what makes this different, that i'm actually trying. i think it helps that i realize that it's not all gonna be handed to me, that i have to work at it.
Kari, i love you soo much. When i needed you most, you came into my life.
that's another thing that scares me, but this time i'm prepared to deal with it. it's the 25th, soon it will be two months worth of bliss. i've already proven to myself that i can do it...that this time it's different, but how come i still doubt?
Kari, i just want you to know, that i'm trying my very best. Even though i screw up a lot, i really am trying.
i think that's what makes this different, that i'm actually trying. i think it helps that i realize that it's not all gonna be handed to me, that i have to work at it.