the things i ruin for myself are a benefit to others. i fuck up, i loose good friends mainly because i keep important things to myself and because i can't control my whore ass. i have the worst timing. i hate myself. but whatever atleast now everythings out on the table. im sorry. so you can ignore me forever if you want, i deserve it. i just don't ( Read more... )

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so i heard rudy isn't coming back. he got drug tested by his mom. my bathing suits still in his dad's apartment along with my heart. i'm gonna miss him. i miss everything about this week. just being free and in good company. not having to worry about the real life. ever since i've been home my dad still won't support me and i rather not be here. im ( Read more... )

i started staying at b's house when things got rough with my dad and brother. we fought constantly about stupid things. it kind of grew in time and i didnt want to go back. B's apt. became my second home. i would set the alarm clock for 7am and do my homework on the couch. listen to music videos, smoke hookah, and other things. He had a nightstand ( Read more... )

i've been keeping quiet lately ( Read more... )

I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdgnieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid Aoccdrnig to rscheearch at Cmabrigde ( Read more... )

( this is the first day of my life, i'm glad i didn't die before i met you. )

i said i loved you. you said you loved me. i walked into love you stayed outside of it.

i feel like shit ( Read more... )

( baby pictures i found when i was looking through my moms photoalbum. )