i said i loved you. you said you loved me. i walked into love you stayed outside of it.
i feel like shit.
lizzy doesn't deserve this, no one does.
i love old people, they shouldn't pass away.
i hate the world.
let's go start a new one.
we can be in control.
And there would be nothing but peace and happiness.
And only the best of people would live forever.
we will never be lonely.
i'm so fucking sorry.
i hate how in the end i know i have to get over it. but i don't want to. i want to complain and carry on because he was the GREATEST. It'll never really fade, there will always be a faint memory of how much he ment to me. and yah... there's no way of explaining myself completely. i just feel like shit. she told me on aim. i haven't seen her in ages and we used to be the closest of friends. like the time katie's dog died in her backyard the night she spent the night at my house. i feel like my existence and mess ups bring bad luck for others.
You'll find it hiding in shadows
You'll find it hiding in cupboards
It will walk you home safe every night
It will help you remember
If that's the way it is
Then that's the way it is
I still feel you and the taste of cigarettes
What could I ever run to
Just tell me it's tearing you apart
Just tell me you cannot sleep
If that's the way it is
Then that's the way it is
And you didn't even notice
When the sky turned blue
And you couldn't tell the difference
Between me and you
And I nearly didn't notice
The gentlest feeling
You are the bluest light
To be lost in the forest
To be cut adrift
You've been trying to reach me
You bought me a book
To be lost in the forest
To be cut adrift
I've been paid
I've been paid
Don't get offended
If I seem absent minded
Just keep telling me facts
And keep making me smile
Don't get offended
If I seem absent minded
I get tongue-tied
Baby, you've got to be more discerning
I've never known what's good for me
I will be yours
I'll pay for you anytime
You told me you wanted to eat up my sadness
Well jump on, enjoy, you can gorge away
You told me you wanted to eat up my sadness
Jump right on
Baby, you've got to be more discerning
I've never known what's good for me
Baby, you've got to be more demanding
I will be yours
What are you holding out for?
What's always in the way?
Why so damn absent-minded?
Why so scared of romance?
This modern love breaks me
This modern love wastes me
Do you wanna come over and kill some time?
Tell me facts, tell me facts, tell me facts
Tell me facts
Throw your arms around me