My \goal as a mother is to be as good of a mother as mine is to me.

Sooner or later you're gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw my life away
Driving me under, leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw my life away

Sooner or later you're gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw our life away
Driving me under, leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw our life away

Throw our life away

I don't know if I hate or love having realistic dreams. I think I like it better than waking up. I think I'd rather live in the dream because every time it happens, and I start to come to, I try so hard to prevent it. Ah well... The most heart wrenching dreams are the ones where my dad comes back. For the past 10 years, I've made myself think that ( Read more... )

I wish I could stop wondering, "What if...?".
I wish my feelings would stop confusing me.
I wonder why you are still haunting my dreams.

It's a crime you let it happen to me ( Read more... )

Okay this may sound kinda cheesy... but I feel like the girls on Teen Mom are the only ones who feel what I feel. We chose to be young moms, and life is hard... but they're the only ones I have that understand, I feel like they're my friends. My husband, my sister, my mom, my best friends, I feel like they try to understand really hard but they ( Read more... )

My New Years Resolutions:
- Stop slacking and lose 50 lbs
- Teach my husband how to save money by basically being his mommy
- Start classes again
- Be the best mommy ever

I don't know if I'm really fucking blind, deaf, and retarded ( Read more... )

Everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

For the past 9 years, I have acted like I have been okay ( Read more... )