( i think im finally scared now, you think im weak. i think you're wrong. )

he slips away. so close your eyes & sleep to dream. i'm by your side. no words to speak. we'll set our course & make it through. no matter how far i go. no matter how much this hurts. i wanted you to know, my heart remains with you. & i'm not sure what i'm looking for. but it's clear to see the purpose of my exsistance is laying here in front of me ( Read more... )

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So i was looking at my eljay friend dominiques old journals and i remembered that i hadnt seen my old journals in forever. i forgot all the links so i called up trent and luckily he had everyone of them written down in his 8th grade english notebook, i know he'd come in handy for something haha jk trent. so anyway i just got done reading all of ( Read more... )

So i have the coolest icon and layout EVER. haha pink floyd style kids. i now own every single pink floyd CD ever made, thanks to aunt pat. she's the shit. got up early, did my lesson plans & homework, took a shower got dressed & headed off to work. work was good today, went by pretty fast. 5 hours or something like that. got off of work and came ( Read more... )

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( HOW DO I GET BACK TO THE PLACE WHERE I FELL ASLEEP INSIDE YOU? )

im not okay. im not even close to okay. sitting on the cold bathroom floor with my head on my knees shaking uncontrollably, i finally realized something. im truly alone. no one can help me get better, i dont want to do this to myself anymore. im so fucking sick of crying. this makes me so fucking angry, i am done with this family alltogether. i ( Read more... )

THE LYRICS GAME: so here we go kids. basically i write out fifteen lyrics, and you comment and name the ones you know, its as simple as that. <3

1. i never thought id die alone, i laughed the loudest who'd of known? i traced the cord back to the wall, no wonder it was never plugged in at all. i took my time, i hurried up. the choice was mine i ( Read more... )

Neverletgo24: guys should all suck eachothers dicks.
Neverletgo24: the world would be a better place.