No matter how hard i try, you're never satisfied, this is not a home i think im better off alone..
im not okay. im not even close to okay. sitting on the cold bathroom floor with my head on my knees shaking uncontrollably, i finally realized something. im truly alone. no one can help me get better, i dont want to do this to myself anymore. im so fucking sick of crying. this makes me so fucking angry, i am done with this family alltogether. i hate everyone that lives here, with the exception of my sister. this isnt right, im not supposed to be treated like this. does anyone give a fuck at all? this is not a fucking cry for attention, this is a cry for help..i really need it. im going to go back in the bathroom and sit alone in pain. this hurts.
Edit;; my mom just knocked on my door and asked if i would forgive her, i told her to go to hell. she said why? i said i dislike you intently. the bitch tape recorded it and now shes going to do something with it. i dont think i said anything wrong? now did i? well two can play at this game.
Edit;; my mom just knocked on my door and asked if i would forgive her, i told her to go to hell. she said why? i said i dislike you intently. the bitch tape recorded it and now shes going to do something with it. i dont think i said anything wrong? now did i? well two can play at this game.