Does he love me does he love me the thought runs through my brain does he love me almost insane. I ly awake wondering dreaming if he'll be there in the morning. I've never felt so many emotions at once it almost hurts. My heart's been torn apart and reassembled so many times and i wonder if all the stitches will just dissolve. Please love me ( Read more... )

So while I smoked my last cigarette for the night I remembered this sight and how much I used to update it and I wanted to make amends. Life's been a crazy twist and turn situation lately. I reread my old posts and how much I've personally changed and how much my life has changed. I'm a high school dropout now which I'm not too fond of but I'm ( Read more... )

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he stumbles in and i stare at him, he stares back. im amazed that hes alive. hes come back to me. he falls to the floor and i run to him im praying hes still alive. i cry into his wounds and end up holding him while being drenched in his blood. i scream why are you doing this dont you know how much i love you. i come eye to eye to him and give him ( Read more... )