the kitten didnt make it

vess is prolly mad at me cuz i didnt call her

i have no excuse

i have nothing to say

im going to bed

too many cats

we have 6

now we have 7 because a kiten was born and orphaned today were i work

'I dont need or want another cat PK."

"But I dont know how to take care of it....Please?? Just until I get back from LV?"

"*big sigh*Ill ask but I doubt dadll let me."...

i came home with a 3 hour old kitten in a box                                anybody ( Read more... )

i have been sick for the past few days. i spent all of today on the couch. watching tv. hacking up flem.

such a beautiful image. i know.

I think im going to get my hair cut. straight bangs that come just past my eyes, and a straight cut about midway down my back. i think it would look good with my black hair. i want it darker though. blue-black.

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wow

its been a while

i have a life in mississippi now

a job a church

even friends

but i still have a life in illinois

i have two lives

but right now im in my illinois life with my family and boyfriend

and tomorrow night is prom

and i will wear the black dress because it drives steven crazey

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have you ever almost drowned
maby just stayed under water too long or held your breath till you couldnt anymore

that pressure that builds up in your chest
it wants to explode
and you cant realeive it till you break the surface
and gasp for air

but

what if you cant get to the top?

for lack of anything better to do
and in light of my current condition
i thought id update one more time to say

IM SO FREAKIN LONELY

and dracula (original) is the most lovely book

ever

*exit to the breaking point*

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