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It's been 3 years. I wish I could go back. I would have gone to the hospital. I would have pressed charges. But what did I do?!? I started to drive to the hospital... but got so sick on the way there that I decided to turn around and go home. I went home and took a fucking shower. I went to bed. And I slept for 2 days. How could I have let this ( Read more... )

Haha. So yesterday I got bit by a wild mouse at work. And they sent me to the hospital. Mice bite fucking hard!

I'm trying not to abandon my LJ..... but I'm always on myspace now.

http://www.myspace.com/beachbabe86

But things are good.... I'm starting to accept that he has someome.

I have to go return my rental car now..... update later.

So... As we all know... My Grandfather died 2/13/05. And as we all know... I had this friend, Jared, who seemed like he would give the world to me. BUT... He hasn't been there for me at ALL during this time in my life when I need my friends the most. In fact... today was the 1st time he's called me since I got back in Vegas. Not to see how I am... ( Read more... )

I have these feeling for him. I'm more confused then ever.

So. Yeah. A certain someone is extremely upset at me. oops. What can I say. I'm a bitch. You wanna be an ass to me.... I won't hesitate to piss you off and make you cry ( Read more... )

So, Life is good. I saw Marty on Monday... so now I have someone to hang out with inbetween classes on Mondays and wednesdays. It was so odd. I saw him, ran up to him to give him a hug, and he kissed me on the forehead..... yeah ( Read more... )

So, there is a guy I'm actually interested in. He's everything and then some.

you know.... I'm not really wanting a relationship. I have a fear of commitment. Or maybe a fear of cheating. Ever since I cheated on my last boyfriend. (only time i've EVER cheated on a guy) I like to have fun. I like to flirt. I like not having to explain where I was or what I was doing or who that guy was. but at the same time, i want to love ( Read more... )