Nov 30, 2005 21:59
you know.... I'm not really wanting a relationship. I have a fear of commitment. Or maybe a fear of cheating. Ever since I cheated on my last boyfriend. (only time i've EVER cheated on a guy) I like to have fun. I like to flirt. I like not having to explain where I was or what I was doing or who that guy was. but at the same time, i want to love someone. Well, I DO love someone, BUT.... It's just not going to work out. Not right now at least.
I do have a crush on Mike. haha. But I don't see it going anywhere. Maybe just friendship. But he's such great eye candy.