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eej came up from penn. to visit christine and we went out to thai food and it was fun
he's a cool kid :)
we watched weird history channel sex shows about vibrators and disturbing mummy shows
i went out to lunch with jes and it was fun
she told me i had a napolean complex and i believe it
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it was right out of a movie
"i love you, it's always been you and it's still you, I've never stopped"
we decided to let things be until he is ready to make the changes in his life to allow him to be happy
with or without me
and i will wait for him until it doesn't feel right to wait anymore
am i ready to call him love again?
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and we're right back to where we started
the awkward "oh no this is wrong" tension
i love love love it
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i want to jump into your arms and kiss you hard
i want to scream and cry and hit you as hard as i can, to hurt you as much as you hurt me.
i want you to prove to me you need me
you told me you think about me every day
i've tried to replace you but you make me feel giddy and happy and silly and amazing and happy and WHOLE
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you wanted no regrets, and i understand the choice you had to make, but ultimately, you knew what would make you happy and now your kicking yourself and i don't know how to feel.
i want to be strong for you but i need to be strong for myself
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i've never loved someone so much, so unconditionally
despite everything.
seeing him was the best/worst thing in the entire world.
he looked so fucking sad
he's still in love with me
can i allow myself that?
he cries, i cry
he looked so beautiful and so ruined
...and dan texted me something dumb.
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amazing amazing amazing
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ROAD TRIP WITH SOME SEXY BITCHES
be back the 1st
then off to westchester?
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