tomorrow: lunch w/ christine and grandma :)

thursday: shopping with christine and her friend!

30th-1st: mini road trip  to penn. with chris and nikki! SO SO SO excited!!!

5th-6th: maybe going to see vince? hopefully? :)

whenever: going to delaware with my two best friends in the entire worlddddd and i can't waitt!

then the 22nd i go back!

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and i don't know if i want to talk to you!

why couldn't you just leave me alone and let me heal?

i think i like him

but i can't

i'm not supposed to like someone less stable than me but i think i do :(

i think i'm taking a mini road trip up to see him but if i go in with NO expectations, i'll be fine :)

birthday was cute

christine bought me lunch and ryan bought me dinner :)

anty brought over balloons and it was cute :)

chris and i ended the night drinking classy $5 bottles of wine :)

low key and perfect

OH

and someone decided to speak to me after 2 months, and i don't know how to feel about it.

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YOU WOULD!

ahhhhhhhhhhh

my life

on second thought

i just need to find a normal human being

BUT

at least i realized that before anything serious happened!

OHHHH my life !

but i'm 19 and i am happy :)

i would start hooking up with someone two days before i leave

way to go jen

i always had terrible timing

i'm sure you guys will hear all about it.

he apologized for the shit he's pulled, i apologized for the shit i pulled

we promised we'd stop cutting each other down and talking shit, but we'll see if he holds up.

but this is my last journal entry, i think. there are better ways of expressing myself.

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you're a very rude girl

very very disrespectful, i expected better from you, however, considering the past, i'm not very surprised

i'm not confronting you: what goes around comes around