I was just reading over old entries and realised I was a completely different person this time last year :S.

 So Im trying...thats about all I can do after all of this ( Read more... )

Well...

You tell me.
What the hell should I do about this???

Dear LJ & anyone else,

Im afraid.
Im nervous.
Im lonely.
Im just a emotional reck, && I need more company than just Jon.
A friend to talk to.

Thats all....

I want all these things with you honey. So much that it kills me. But I know you are no where near ready for the things I am. I dont even think I mean as much to you as you do to me. Someone said to me last night..."I bet you wish you could speed up time." My reply was no because then I would lose so much time with you.

I miss you girly...call me.

I just noticed that I have no personality anymore.

edit: && now to breathe a sigh or relief.

"Dad I think I may have finally found the one."

Le sigh.

Im rather upset...I hate that drivers test guy...grrr.

Im way to too excited about weds.
Thats all.

Sometimes I just want to hit you.

Hard! In the face.

<3 The boy.
Thanx to him Ive changed alot.
&see where Ive went wrong in my life.
Now I try to mend broken roads a bit. 
Maybe not fix the crack completely but at least fill it with something.
It honestly does scare me.
Thank God I dont have to work today nor do I have classes the rest of the day. WOOT!
That means Wii all day bitches!
I may call boy see if ( Read more... )