people atually kept up with this thing i can't believe it....i'm bored as hell in new york, i intern here for virgin/capitol records at the moment....this year was different than most years...more friends spread out and i didn't see a whole lot of the usual crowd, plus not as many parties goin on...me and dawn already hit the one year mark and she ( Read more... )

A man said to the universe:
"Sir I exist!"
"However," replied the universe
"The fact has not created in me
A sense of obligation."

i read that in english class and wanted to share it...i need to do somethin with my life...im wastin mine right now with no direction...i would kill for somethin great to come along like a big break in all the stupid

i havent been on this thing for ssoooo long and all i see is depressin entries...not cool...i got my mouth cut open like crazy the other day and its no fun but at least now i wont lose my teeth...no more monmouth piece, im at bdale now and i feel better about school...the Patience, Patients article was in the asbury park press yesterday and that ( Read more... )

i have a bigger heart than brain...and this is what gets me in trouble and is usually my downfall

i had an amazin weekend between cancellation of all classes on friday and chillin wit jess all day cause the rain effin sucks...skatepark saturday and today even though i got kicked out for bull shit...and todays show was absolutely fuckin amazin...i had ssoooo much fun it was insane...a love like pi was killer, psh and lief dedicated the "80's ( Read more... )

i have never treated anyone the way i have been treated lately like i may be mean but the kids im mean to know when im jokin and can take it...i know i have my downs and so does everyone else but now im sssoooo pissed and fed up wit ssoooo much i will probably break down soon and just give up...who the hell tells their kid to drop out and get their ( Read more... )

i do it to myself : / oh well it will change wit time...i just dont want this anymore it gets to be too much and reoccuring...peace

i have been havin the time of my life lately...some things are odd but oh well i cant let stuff drag me down...im finally thinkin and actin and feelin like my old self which makes me really happy i hate feelin and actin the way i did its stupid and then i do stupid things...im slippin in school cause im not sure about it anymore, like i dont want ( Read more... )

so except for one thing this weekend was absolutely fuckin amazin..yesterday was the best due to koc, (no)pants party, gil party!!! except it was carazay, the starting lliinnneee whhhoooaaa haha, then late night session infront of the house which consisted of the best shit ever!! well only it the second best the other stuff was good as hell...oh ( Read more... )

i never used to write in this thing...like ever...but lately i have been a rollercoaster of everythin..i think too far ahead, i think too deeply, i think about the past, i always think..if there was award for whoever thought the most i probably wouldnt win it but like i think my name would be thrown around...i have hurt people, i have helped people ( Read more... )