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i have never treated anyone the way i have been treated lately like i may be mean but the kids im mean to know when im jokin and can take it...i know i have my downs and so does everyone else but now im sssoooo pissed and fed up wit ssoooo much i will probably break down soon and just give up...who the hell tells their kid to drop out and get their money back just cause he cant do chemistry and wants to change his major..i have had such a hard time wit school and there is no relief what so ever from my dad and i know its normal in a way for parents and kids to get strssed out over school but this isnt normal...the only times im happy is at night wit my friends or the weekends when im away from monmouth and my house...i dont know why i have gotten in these moods lately but everythin keeps addin to it..honestly if you dont have a way to cheer me up just stay away cause i dont need bull shit anymore...i was ssooo happy the last couple days and everythin just got fucked up all at once..its been about a month into the semester and sooo much shit has happened i started this year off in such a shitty way and i knew it was gonna happen to just cause of stupid things and now its reflectin everythin else but that just added to everythin theres ssoooo much more that is part of this whole mess...so if you can think of a way to cheer me up tell me cause i cant deal wit all these problems without some sort of relief...and to someone in particular dont think what you told me added to this im there for you man i am totally there for you...sorry peace