In a way, I'm kind of glad i didnt delete this blog after i stopped using it, reading back through these entries (all the way back) has been a reminder of the times i had come to forget. At the same time, its been hard to return to these age old feelings. mostly i am ashamed of the things i wrote and am suprised that people stuck around. i must ( Read more... )

I am still sober :D
Been like a month now. Go me!

I AM HAAAAAAAAAARDCOOOOOOOOOORE.
I WILL WINDMILL KICK YOU IN THE FACE.

The End. For real this time. No more live journal for me.

Once again im so fucking pidsed tht i dont care anomore

I am childish.

Everything is fucking LAME. I am so bored of this fucking house and sitting at this fucking computer. When I was at home I had to go out every night to see people. I thought this was just because I needed a fag but it's the same here even though I smoke in my room ( Read more... )

The word of the month is LAME. EVERYTHING IS FUCKING LAME ( Read more... )

Chicken died the other day, muh.

I really think i need to go and see the doctor and acctually take the course of mind numbing, zombifying drugs. Everything is making me miserable. I cant get out of bed until late because i dont see the point. ive missed loads of uni work because i either cant get out of bed, cant sleep so im still in bed when im supost to be in or cant work up the ( Read more... )