Oct 08, 2017 01:46
In a way, I'm kind of glad i didnt delete this blog after i stopped using it, reading back through these entries (all the way back) has been a reminder of the times i had come to forget. At the same time, its been hard to return to these age old feelings. mostly i am ashamed of the things i wrote and am suprised that people stuck around. i must have been a very difficult person to be around back then. probably still now, but i like to think less so.
restarting this journal is going to give me somewhere truley private to air my thoughts, as no-one i speak to now uses this website. all of the identafiable factors have been removed (bar the name).
id also like to demonstate how improved my writing style has become, the earlier entries are truely cringy but i am keeping them for the sole purpose of recolection. (im currently on nightshift 2 of 3 so this may not be entirely 100%).
life is different now. and maybe thats a good thing.