this was sent to me by my friend jesse on facebook, whom i had met thru craigslist back when i posted on there.
im posting it bc it made me feel happy:

Ok I mean this in the most platonic and friendly friend of ways but you are TOTALLY cute/hot/pretty/attractive and look like tons and tons and tons of fun in all of those pictures you have. I was ( Read more... )

the soundtrack to the movie of my life will be played by Explosions in the Sky. 
and the trailer will play their song, Your Hand In Mine.
i am telling you, they are inspiring.

its funny how certain music ive listened to has become associated with past boyfriends/guys ive dated ( Read more... )

for lack of a better, non-emo expression ( Read more... )

ok, so im kinda considering joining facebook.
why?
because ive been feeling really shitty these past couple weeks and i thought it might take my mind off of myself? i dont know. lol

ugh. i honestly dont know what to do.
i feel like id be a hypocrite if i joined. because ive been so against it since day one.
but im a little excited too. because it will ( Read more... )

heath ledger is dead??  :( :( :(

but. i...liked...him...

i hate not being in school.
and i never thought i would say that.
but its really lonely.
when i was in school, i would bump into random friends, have a chat, maybe over lunch. 
and just a simple thing like that would lift my mood. 
(its also a psychological fact. humans need social interaction...)

AND i fucking hate winter. and this winter, for some ( Read more... )

with $40.00 total i got in b-day/xmas chapters gift cards, i bought:

-The Portable Atheist
-The Quotable Atheist
-The Atheist's Bible

and they just arrived today in the mail! 
that made me happy. :)

p.s. buying books online (amazon or chapters) is a lot cheaper than buying them in-store. its only free shipping after $39 bucks but thats just two softcover ( Read more... )

i just found out my only (ie. alive) grandfather, who lives in iran, just broke his hip.
they took him to the doctor and he/she said that if they do an operation, his chances of survival arent great.
because hes so old (85) that if they put him to sleep, he might not be able to wake up.
my mom's trying to get a hold of my grandma but supposedly, her ( Read more... )

i saw 3YYB today. 
i had to be at my school at 8:30AM today (long story) so when i saw him i was exhausted and stressed.
but he was acting all weird. i dont know.
everything was ok until his gf showed up.
then all these memories of that time came up in my head and started swimming around.
and all these emotions that had gradually faded, popped up again.
( Read more... )