STEVEN DALES You know I love you, you are the most important thing in my life. I am so excited to be with you, and love every second of everday. I miss you so much and I just want to be in your arms everynight and know that everything is alright and we are good ( Read more... )

Well let's see, First off yes, I have come to my senses, and am letting myself be more open again. I have realized, yes I am in love for real. I couldn't be happier, he knows me in and out, and is the only one that can make me sorta listen ;) lol, and I do the same for him. I can't wait to get up to Ohio so that I can be with him, and get to see ( Read more... )

so fuckin disapointed in myself. can't keep ne thing worth something in my life. i fucked up my life all over again. and i wont ever be the same, i suck at life. i hate myself for hurting someone so close to me b/c i don't want to move and want to be stubborn. and letting my past eat at my heart again so that i can't get close to anyone. I ( Read more... )

I love florida, it's so beautiful, and it definately helps that I have wonderful family that can keep me laughing and busy even in the worst of times. I am just enjoying the pool lounging, swimmin, mahities(i know i can't spell very well). I do however miss some parts of the UP, and of course cant' wait to get to ohio and finally be done and ( Read more... )

This weekend was great. Well except for the drive and construction on the way down to Ohio. It was well worth it though. I got to meet one of Steve's roommates, then his next door neighbor. His roommate was really cool, and funny. I was just really happy to be not home for a weekend for once. Of course I got to see Steven so it made it all ( Read more... )

It definately should be and interesting and fun weekend. It's a long ass drive to Ohio, but I can't wait to get on the road and get the hell outta dodge. Im excited for one to see a new place, and figure out how i like where I will be soon moving too. Most of all im excited to meet the new friends Steve has made, and of course duh the biggest ( Read more... )

So yea, the past week or so has been quite interesting. Last week Debbi's family was here, that was fun. Rachel (debs sis) came in from california and we went out thrusday night and had karaoke saturday night. A really great friend came up this past weekend too, so he saved me for a little while and we had a lot of fun hangin out (Thanks hun ( Read more... )

YOU are such a fucking liar, you think you can run games past me and get away with it, well i will give a lil' to you b/c you know what you did get away with it for a few months but now it's over, and I am very glad I didn't catch the shit from you that you would have. I would have loved to stay friends with you, and would have loved to jus still ( Read more... )

yea whatever tm is my birthday, so i get to do nothing probably except sit around the house, but i was expecting it b/c the only ppl. who care about it don't live here ne more.....o well whatever such as life, and it sucks.
once again im lonely as fuck, and miss having someone around me to hang out with and keep me company at night.

well im out

YEP THAT'S RIGHT, IM THE BITCH ONCE AGAIN. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S NOT MY FAULT PEOPLE TAKE THINGS THE WRONG WAY, AND U KNOW WHAT IM DONE BLAMING MYSELF FOR YOU TAKIN IT THE WRONG WAY ( Read more... )