yea fuckin disappointed
so fuckin disapointed in myself. can't keep ne thing worth something in my life. i fucked up my life all over again. and i wont ever be the same, i suck at life. i hate myself for hurting someone so close to me b/c i don't want to move and want to be stubborn. and letting my past eat at my heart again so that i can't get close to anyone. I shouldn't be allowed to date due to this factor, b/c i am just a horrible g/f i guess and can't make ne one happy. don't even write comments to me about o i am so sorry you feel this way b/c i don't want nor do i need your pitty, this is just my way of venting out all my anger at myself.
Sometime I sit around and wonder why the day I fell down the falls, that I was still alive. I think I should have been taken away that day, so that I couldn't damage ne one else in life. I don't do good towards anyone ne more, just harm. That is why I don't want to meet anyone, I shouldn't date ne one, and I really just shouldn't have ne friends in all honesty.
I can't help ne one ne more. B/c I can't even make the right fuckin decisions on my own life, and any decision i make for myself is only for the worst. I have never seen anyone more self distructive than me.
Well the fam is makin me go out for a stupid ass car ride gotta go
bye
Peace and God Bless yall
Jess
Sometime I sit around and wonder why the day I fell down the falls, that I was still alive. I think I should have been taken away that day, so that I couldn't damage ne one else in life. I don't do good towards anyone ne more, just harm. That is why I don't want to meet anyone, I shouldn't date ne one, and I really just shouldn't have ne friends in all honesty.
I can't help ne one ne more. B/c I can't even make the right fuckin decisions on my own life, and any decision i make for myself is only for the worst. I have never seen anyone more self distructive than me.
Well the fam is makin me go out for a stupid ass car ride gotta go
bye
Peace and God Bless yall
Jess