Update

[bizatchbabe6]

So yea, the past week or so has been quite interesting. Last week Debbi's family was here, that was fun. Rachel (debs sis) came in from california and we went out thrusday night and had karaoke saturday night. A really great friend came up this past weekend too, so he saved me for a little while and we had a lot of fun hangin out (Thanks hun :)) He came and sang Karaoke with us and I hope he had fun and he at least seemed to be having a good time. I love to see my friends smile and laugh, it makes me feel better and makes me feel like im doin a good job as a friend. It was definately sad to see him leave, b/c I miss hanging out and having fun and jus laughing and smiling all the time. Anyways so sunday night(or early monday morning, depending how you look at it) I got woken up by Deb. and she was on the phone w/ my Aunt Judy who was tellin her that my dad is in the hospital in ICU. Most of you know what happened and I would like to thank you for your support, it is most definately appreciated. I love all of my friends so much for everything :), your the best!. Anyways, so I am definately ready to get outta this place and move somehwere(idk where but just not here). I just can't handle the weather and the constant chaos anymore, and the depression. I definately miss having a special someone in my life a lot too, and just hanging out or being with them. I love the idea of companionship and everything, it makes me feel good to know that someone is out there that misses me too, and wants me around jus like i want them to be there with me. Well idk anyways, that's pretty much an update for you that are out of the loop. You all know how to reach me if you want to talk about anything.
I love you guys!
Thanks bunches
~Jess~