I haven't updated this thing in a long time. I think I'm going to just not update it anymore. Maybe start a blog on Susans.org, but not sure.

~Sarra

I decided that I needed my own phone, since I kept racking up the cell phone bill on my mom's phone. So, I went online and looked for a good phone and a good plan. There were several limiting factors, one being that only Sprint, Cingular, and T-Mobile have service AND local phone numbers here ( Read more... )

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A week and a half ago, I intentionally overdosed on my sleepy pills. Uh, it didn't do jack shit, so I planned on killing myself another way, but told my friend, who then took me to my psychiatrist, who told me to go to the ER. I got admitted at slightly after midnight last Tuesday, and yesterday, I was released from suicide watch. Then, last night ( Read more... )

I'm possibly going to be talking about things regarding sexual assult, molestation, abuse, and things similar to that in the near future in my journal. This thing has been a freaking rag for my angst, anger, pain, self pity, childishness, and other assinine behavior and thoughts, so it may get some kind of positive outlet going ( Read more... )

My neighbor had a 1980's Iroc Z style TransAm. He blew the engine up the other day, that thing was toast. So, he took his crappy 1979 or so chevy truck to his storage unit, and to my amazement, trailered a very very nice 1986 or 1987 Camaro in! Then, his truck's engine blew up. I just hope he doesn't explode his Camaro's engine, that would be very ( Read more... )

I think I found a way to stop my nightmares, at least on occasion. By reading, it seems, I can get them to stop, at least decrease in intensity. I didn't have nightmares last night, but then again, I also remembered to take my lamictal last night. I don't know if it's because I'm depressed or what, but I can't remember if I missed taking it for a ( Read more... )

I've been short on sleep and patients. My mom brought some kind of flue home from work and promptly got my dad infected. I've been trying not to get it, I need to keep working ( Read more... )

I'd like to spell out everything that's happened with Susie ( Read more... )

I got a call today, from Susie. She said she was at the hospital, and she was admitting herself. Fuck, I feel so bad right now. I wish there was something I could do for her, I really do, but I'm too far away, and even if I was there, there's nothing I could do. ;_; I feel hopeless and alone, and shitty ( Read more... )