Drama.
A week and a half ago, I intentionally overdosed on my sleepy pills. Uh, it didn't do jack shit, so I planned on killing myself another way, but told my friend, who then took me to my psychiatrist, who told me to go to the ER. I got admitted at slightly after midnight last Tuesday, and yesterday, I was released from suicide watch. Then, last night, Holly's brother tried killing her, so I had her spend the night in my bed, while I slept on the floor in the TV room.
this morning, Susie called and talked to my mom for a bit, and then I talked to her. She said, at the end of the conversation, that she wanted to kill herself, and I said I would call Melony, the lady she's staying with, but I couldn't find the fucking cell phone, with Melony's number in it. I had Holly call Susie, and Susie said I was overreacting.
After we saw a movie, Holly had a text message from Susie, saying she was okay, but in the hospital again. Then, we found out that Susie had done a massive overdose on all of her meds, AND drank a wine cooler. She was still alive, in an ER, and she'll hopefully be okay. I had Holly drive me home while I broke down.
I'll post more about the awesome week I spent in the psyche ward with a psychopath, and the other people I met there.
Ironically, I bought a Winchester today. Not a rifle, but a knife (same company, I didn't konw winchester made knives as well as firearms), from an antiques shop. This really has nothing to do with the rest of the post, it's just something positive. It's got a walnut handle and it looks brand new, which is cool. I'm thinking about maybe putting it in a little display case or something, maybe starting a knife collection. And no, I'm not going to use it on myself, it was just something I thought was positive and uplifting.
~Sarra
this morning, Susie called and talked to my mom for a bit, and then I talked to her. She said, at the end of the conversation, that she wanted to kill herself, and I said I would call Melony, the lady she's staying with, but I couldn't find the fucking cell phone, with Melony's number in it. I had Holly call Susie, and Susie said I was overreacting.
After we saw a movie, Holly had a text message from Susie, saying she was okay, but in the hospital again. Then, we found out that Susie had done a massive overdose on all of her meds, AND drank a wine cooler. She was still alive, in an ER, and she'll hopefully be okay. I had Holly drive me home while I broke down.
I'll post more about the awesome week I spent in the psyche ward with a psychopath, and the other people I met there.
Ironically, I bought a Winchester today. Not a rifle, but a knife (same company, I didn't konw winchester made knives as well as firearms), from an antiques shop. This really has nothing to do with the rest of the post, it's just something positive. It's got a walnut handle and it looks brand new, which is cool. I'm thinking about maybe putting it in a little display case or something, maybe starting a knife collection. And no, I'm not going to use it on myself, it was just something I thought was positive and uplifting.
~Sarra