im scared for people and their actions.

--im thinking about having a little bit of a mind set change. im sick of punishing myself for stupid things and over anylzing crap.

WOOHOO.

letting loose finally- and im not worrying what other people think anymore.

*why am i so in love?*

today should be a very fun day/night!!
i get to go to work 4-9 and see Mike, thats exciting, he got to go to the 89X concert last night and took lots and lots of pictures for me!! woohoo. then after work im going to Katie's and hanging out with those pimpS! lol fun fun fun then im going home at like 11:30/45 woohoo! and just hanging out at home and ( Read more... )

im so warm and bubbly inside. i love that feeling.

im confused by the way i act.

nothing ever comes out right. i dont mean half the things i say. and wish i could say the other half. i hate my brain and my emotions are driving me inSANE!

i wish it was easier being fucking friends.

goShh

blah blah blah, thats all i ever do right?!?

worked all weekend. hell yesterday, today not bad at all. tomorrow ( Read more... )

lately ive been keeping my emotions bottled up, stacking and stacking on top of one another. until u know that u have the feeling like there might not be another chance to express them, and you do. && all i can say is that im so happy that this man is in my life. im greatful to have met him and i hate the way that i feel. i hate that even though i ( Read more... )

Here are some good things that have happened to me today::
+ i finished my spanish test, finally
+ my music review in newspaper actually sounds relaly good now
+ me and ashley have extra time to edit our psych project now, hopefully on saturday
++ got to see richie before school started, and thought about hanging out wtih him all day
+ got my contacts! ( Read more... )

once again.

i will never try to surprise someone ever again in my life. im tired of getting my feelings hurt. im tired of being embarrassed. and most of all im tired that my heart still wants to be with him. i hate this.

c everyone later. another shitty weekend.

i hate everything about you.
why do i love you?
i hate everything about you.
why do i love you??

im confused
and scared.

really bored. i thought saturday nights were supposed to be fun? i guess im just crazy.

-lovin' you-

today wasnt a very good day. dont feel good. at all im getting sick and it sucks. o0o well.

i wish the next two weeks would just get over with, i have so much crap to do and its stressful. ahhhh

i need a hug. a big one.

just bored sitting at my dads. blah.

so. just getting ready for anothere full day of work 11-8. its not that bad though, plus i getpaid tmorrow. i looked at a car yesterday, i fell in love literally. its so cute a little red '99 dodge neon expresso. its really fun to drive and i want it! lol but yeah, my mom says we still need to keep looking cause i dont want to get stuck with ( Read more... )