...im finally happy?

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 two bodies
one soul
one life
simulteneously occuring in two places.
yin and yang melt off eachother.
take their time.
grow up
then somehow
someday
they come back together.
how hard is it to tell me that you love me?
you don't  believe me when i say
i'd trade it all just for you.

sooo i finally get online and i cant find a single proxy site that works and im soooooo mad >< so thats why im on LJ.
for anyone who doesnt know im super totally grounded until the 7th of April. no phone. no computer. i cant even see my friends in passing. i have to come straight home. its HELL. someone please come kidnap me. im not kidding. really.

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Boyd Rice and Friends "people" lyrics

Do you ever think about
What a lovely place the world would be
Without all the people
That make life so unpleasant?

All the small, petty people
All the ugly, annoying people
It's hard not to think about it

I like to think about
What could be
Done to these people
Something cruel
Something mean
Something just
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its been almost exactly a year and a half since the first time i met you, and you kissed me. just like that ( Read more... )

 no i will not sleep in that cold lonely bed ( Read more... )

torn in two
my heart is blue
i feel the pain
but its worth it just to feel something
when you care so much it makes you cry
bad things happen to good people
and it makes you wonder why.
its the truth --i dont have to lie
sometimes falling in love makes you want to die.

i met an amazing guy today :D i havent met someone like this in a long time.  im excited. yay.

The end is coming, i can feel it.