Well it's only been forever since I wrote here. So many different things in my life and yet it's probably exactly the same. I've had different jobs and left them. I've seen different people and those relationships have ended. And I've been in and out of school probably a million times. *sigh* Overall I'm generally happy with myself and my life, ( Read more... )

Ugh I'm so flippin tired today. Stupid insomnia last night kept me awake until 3:30am this morning...then up at 7 to be at the Pride parade. I had a total blast! Marching in the parade with Mel and her Buddhist friends was a great experience. Obviously very different from when I was in parades for marching band and campaigning for Grandpa. I also ( Read more... )

So I'm loving my jobs :) They're both great and I'm kind of hoping that I'll be allowed to work both of them for at least another few months. I paid off a little over $600 on bills on Friday and this week another $1000 will go towards my student loans. I have to say that it's awesome being able to pay off my bills and it's definitely just one of ( Read more... )

Well it certainly has been a while since I posted here. I thought about my journal and how long I've had it, fond memories for sure. I'm just extremely ecstatic with my life. I have a job, well two full time jobs now. That definitely feeds into my workaholic-ness. I love both of them. Working at Freedom has been great since I missed the nurses and ( Read more... )

I feel like every time I post here it's the same thing. I'm depressed...big surprise. I'm trying to figure out why I keep denying all the tings in my life. Not having a job has been wearing on me. My job completed me it was who I was. I know that's not the way it's supposed to be but it made me feel important in a world where I seldom feel like I ( Read more... )

I know I know I need to update more but I'm so excited about the last two weeks it's ridiculous. I started the 6 week body makeover. I purchased it back in 2003 and had tried it and loved it but as an 18 year old I didn't stick with it. I've done it now for 2 weeks and I can't be happier! The forums have a great support system and the recipes are ( Read more... )

Well I'm back. I haven't really been completely stuck to my plan but I have managed to continuously lose weight and stay relatively constant on my extended trip to Illinois. Craziest trip ever for sure ( Read more... )

Well I've continued my journey with my weightloss and teetered above and below the 50 pound loss mark. I'm so excited that I have a glimpse back at my old body. How sad that I'm super excited to see it back again. I'm more excited that I have hips and a neck again. The next exciting thing is getting to see my collar bones again. :) Can't wait for ( Read more... )

Soooo much to say and I know that Frank will be home any minute and steal his computer from me. Possible boy on the horizon ...we'll see. But as everyone knows I fall way too fast and too hard so it's more than likely nothing. *shrug* Moving to Colorado Springs in August. Although I pretty much already live here anyway so it's not like anything new ( Read more... )

Well now that i'm jobless it's a bit odd.I'm happy that I'm free of all the stress and just general headache of FASTAFF but at the same time I miss seeing everyone everyday. I miss the faces of my family that I've had for the last 5 years of my life ( Read more... )