eureka, cowabunga, cockadoodle doo

i had a dream i was back at my old house except it was much bigger and in the woods, or the kinda-woods, the way a summer camp is. we all had dogs, i couldn't believe i forgot my dog's name because i loved him so much and it made me upset. everybody was there, my parents were there, a bunch of my cousins when they were little and when they were ( Read more... )

i've only been on a handful of first dates- camping trips, planetariums, aquariums, all night drives, big summer parties- but they've all been good ones. way different, but sorta the same too. then the next dates come- breaking in, sneaking out, getting caught, getting lost, movies, dinners, ditching school or work, or both. you gotta hear this ( Read more... )

keeley's baby is 7cm long this week, three times as big as when she got here. i find her in different parts of the house, her blond hair falling around her face, getting caught by the sun, whatever. she and nelson are always singing, i hear dhani wooping downstairs because the record's gonna be so good. dhani got a puppy down in mexico and he loves ( Read more... )

listing to songs about sex, really feelin' that shit, i think about how much i truly enjoy it. i remember a boy telling me once "only crazy women like sex" and i feel suddenly sick remembering the tiny ways i used to allow myself to get put down. so subtle you almost couldn't catch it.

i've been in a sad mood all weekend. i tried calling my brothers and my different friends, even old friends, and none of them noticed. not that i wanted them to, or that it was some kind of test or something like that, just sometimes it's nice to be felt without asking. can i feel you without asking? i don't get sad very often, i don't like it. ( Read more... )

i had one of those dreams again, like the water dream three years ago, but this one was about sound and ended the same good good way. i think about alyssa's crocodile dream all the time. i think she has something. a few weeks ago when bill was here and we were going crazy in the kitchen, everybody going crazy kissing plants, she said there's ( Read more... )

"i'll be waiting for you right there baby, i'll be waiting there to___ like crazy"

whatever weird thing somebody else is doing, or hell, maybe it's real tight, i don't know, whatever it is, i'm sure they're having fun. i'm sure they feel really good when they go home and go to bed, just had a great, fun night with a bunch people that they like. what i mean to say really is that i feel true joy when i see my friends. standing in a ( Read more... )

we call mike grandma. i love when i hear someone call him that, i always laugh. i'm so happy he's back in the house. tonight it smelled like skunk in the hallway and it made me think of my real grandma. she liked the smell, we had that in common. two nights ago i dreamed about her house. i've been having wild dreams, good ass sleep.