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whatever weird thing somebody else is doing, or hell, maybe it's real tight, i don't know, whatever it is, i'm sure they're having fun. i'm sure they feel really good when they go home and go to bed, just had a great, fun night with a bunch people that they like. what i mean to say really is that i feel true joy when i see my friends. standing in a doorway, taking off their coats, partying, not partying, i truly feel it. i was having a lot of great, fun nights- kissing boyfriends, making people laugh, feeling well-liked, ya know. and it was tight, it really was, i just don't ever want to go back.