Bean is very angry. At 11, when he rages, I see his adult version to be. It's very scary. I've been humming to him to keep the Hyde at bay. Like the poster above, he is very Dr. Jeckyl and Mr. Hyde. -- very much the see-saw that is BP. When he was a baby, I used to walk the floor with him. He was collicky everyone said. Me, I now think he was letting me know what I was in for. hehe. I hold him tight -- I'm good (normally) at seeing the rage bubble up. I hold him tight, sometimes rock, sometimes not (depends on him). I nestle the top of his head under my chin and hum. Somewhere over the Rainbow is what I mostly hum. It has the fastest effect. But sometimes it's his favorite song of the moment. Music to soothe the beast, if you will. I wish I could ship you some Trazodone. I see so many folks here that have to go stupid amount of times between med appts. Silly, I say. Can you call and ask them to give you enough meds to get you through until the appt.?
Okay, I do this when I am all ragin' out and when I'm so pent up and need to relieve it...before I'd take some dishes I wouldn't use (BREAKABLE ONES) and a hammer outback and smash them to pieces. Now I have a lil stock of stuff JUST for these times.
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I wish I could ship you some Trazodone. I see so many folks here that have to go stupid amount of times between med appts. Silly, I say. Can you call and ask them to give you enough meds to get you through until the appt.?
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I'm pretty sure if I don't find a solution, I might be a violent, and angry bp.
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