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108 days... and now it's finally over. I got my girlfriend back on 5-23-02 @ 8:45PM. Some things are different, and of course we're not as close, I can feel it, but that will hopefully come back with time. "so why are you running away?" the song asks me as I type. Because wounds take time to heal and I don't want to become pathetically ( Read more... )

I start the day with a smile
look forward to every moment
have everything ahead
and then I can't stop the tears from falling
and I guess I have my answer
but you know what?
I won't accept that...
even when fate tells me that I'm fucked
I tell fate to fuck itself
because I'm invincible

I don't even want to talk about life. It doesn't exist ( Read more... )

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Wednesday

Okay, I've cooled down a little. I was a bit illogical earlier... maybe Rachel does love me, but this was just the best way to do things for her. I'll play this as best and as tactically as I can, because it will bring her back to me. And I WILL have her back. So I wait, just as I have these past 73 days.

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