ugh. sam fucking ashford.

happy holidays, guys. i haven't updated in crazy long, but i felt liek getting back in the game. if updating becomes a more regular thing then that'll be kind fun because hotset (girl gang comprised of grace, stephanie, and celine) has 3 photobuckets that are constantly being filled up. here it goes.

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you stupid boys in yuor stupid bands! what do you know??? whot he hell is ms. ontario?!

1) my hair looks really great right now, but i have no where to go.

2) sam said he'd call, but he didn't.

3) all my closest friends have boyfriends.

...i'm just going to say it.

if he didn't get himself so drunk i would have hopped in his pants.

easy.

HOW COULD HE BE SO SELFISH??

i just had the most bizarre moment. i ran across the original poster for disney's the little mermaid and was really overcome with emotion. i know it seems like i'm overreacting, but it made my heart sink. just look at it...it's SO intense.


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i realized that i've been an idiot for a good part of my life and it's time for me to start making some real decisions. i think i'm going to pursue fashion with a blind tenacity from now on. i'm scared of concentrating on something that is so specific, but there really is no other way to go about it. i can't study fine arts and hope to become ( Read more... )

i've finally decided to just make a fucking portfolio.

i just got excited for no reason. i think i'm happy because all this free time popped into my agenda and i feel like i can finally just fucking chill. maybe it's because in the last episode of laguna beach stephen and lauren finally hooked up. maybe it's because i was looking at pictures of me and my girls and it made me really grateful. i'm so ( Read more... )

someone just said that i should be worried about being such a sensitive crier because it means i'm a weak person.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOU.