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[beyondtragedy]

Its funny how small my life has gotten, not that I mind. Scale doesnt really matter, I mean we still go through the same emotions. And I cant really make any resolutions about anything, because what is true seems to change every day, and all plans fade away as you are lead where you go. I do think in the end everyone gets what they want. What do I

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[anonymous]

Do you ever talk to people about your beliefs and have them call you crazy or weird because of them? Does that bother you at all? Do you have trouble with the idea that most people think about life very differently, or don't think about it much at all? Or don't feel it, don't respond to it the way you do?
Do you feel a lot of opposition, or set apart from other people in a negative way?

all out of curiosity

[beyondtragedy]

You know someone once said to me "Just because you are interacting with someone, it doesnt mean you have to go to their level" And I thought that was really profound, like you can just stay where you are and get what you want from the interaction, keep your own energy, and the same with them, and you can both understand what you understand. You know and of course its difficult cause you want to really communicate with people, but I think we can really communicate, and maybe it doesnt matter what the words are so much because everyone feels the same emotions and everyone recognizes love. What do you feel?

[anonymous]

I think you're really interesting. And I agree about that statement being profound. I have gotten a sense of how that's possible (as I imagine many other people have, to varying degrees), maybe just from trying not to let myself get annoyed/angry/upset/stressed when someone in one of those states is nearby or wanting to engage with me. Just trying to stay calm and see things in perspective, and having the opinion that being angry or overly stressed are not necessary and really only seem to do harm

[beyondtragedy]

I am amazed at how well this online thing is working! Thank you for your thoughts! And I think I would have to disagree with you because it seems like you have the power to do a lot. Or this is how I think about it. Its like your awareness is just a light and light doesnt really need to do anything it just makes things more clear and when they are understood they just untie themselves and go away of their own accord. " When light comes, it is not as if it is any effort to make the darkness go. It must go! It cannot stay!" I liked what you said about feelings and then trying to be objective. It seems to me like they are the difference between warm and cool. LIke the feelings and honesty are about love and connection and the objectivity is about having a clear mind. For me I think the second one is more my mode of operating right now, but perhaps that is because I do feel scared of people in some ways, or like I dont trust feeling to lead to a healthy place. How do you like to be with people