"Why?" is still on this side of the coin
On the other side it doesn't make any sense.
Why can't I let you be in me?
Remind self always that everything is only made of feeling

Time moves backwards and plans are premonations
You have what you want but then you try to get it
To fill in the dream, by collecting all the colors you need
I wont try to say what IT IS
Because it never is THAT
That was just some piece I picked up and thought it looked pretty
Can you feel the illusion castles rising in space?

Come with me to the edge ( Read more... )

To look around and see every ONE as a creature in their own right. Not as they are related to me, not about what I want from them or what I think about them, not to posess them. Not as a commodity that serves some purpose. There is nothing to have and when I try to posess it just grows smaller and smaller and tighter and tighter until it is not a ( Read more... )

My "I" feels so unclean ( Read more... )

geez is about all that I can say ( Read more... )

Its funny how small my life has gotten, not that I mind. Scale doesnt really matter, I mean we still go through the same emotions. And I cant really make any resolutions about anything, because what is true seems to change every day, and all plans fade away as you are lead where you go. I do think in the end everyone gets what they want. What do I ( Read more... )

I shall never really know then, how skin feels ( Read more... )

Nothing will ever break. Especially not you or I. We are infinatley moldable. The dream went strange today. Tried to convince some characters in it about how to stop dreaming. About how its a dream and that we are part of it but we are not dreaming it. It is dreaming itself and dreaming us along with it. How the dream and us are really the same ( Read more... )

I am trying not to want anything to be different from the way that it is, to smooth out my jumping will that always says, "but" or "if" or "then". And even when I say that I can feel the whole attitude of my body shift. Then the feelings that are there need no resolution, no future thing to fill them, because they are just as they are, whole. And ( Read more... )