Because I'm really, really, fucking good at it.

Somewhere along the line I must've gone off track.

Though the feeling of being alone, isolated if you will, in a room with someone I love is terrifying ( Read more... )

Yeah, suck it ( Read more... )

Don't fall down now, you'll never get up.

I write instead of talk ( Read more... )

I've never had so many options or so many paths my life could take at any given moment.

It's liberating, but terrifying.

But I'd rather die terrified than live forever.

I do believe I'll find myself a new place.

*sings and spins and gets ready for work*

Despite my headache and my general discontent, I'm happy right now. *dances*

Swim out past the breakers, watch the world die.

The whole thing is new and exciting, and in essence one big fucking anti-poly argument ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just feel so discontent with everything in my life, in the world, in my relationships ( Read more... )

In this moment, I'm content.

I'm not happy. I'm not sad. I'm not peaceful. I'm not lonely. I'm not giggly or smiley or pensive or apprehensive or numb or upset.

I exist and I'm okay with that :)