i just need to be mad for awhile.

[beyondreality23]

I'm hurting so badly over this whole thing.  To be completely honest, I don't even know whats going on.  Yes, I got a little upset that he picked a dance over me (what girl wouldn't?) and when I told him I could go the next day, he said he didn't want me there

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[joyousandjuicy]

oh, chickie.. i'm sorry you guys are having a tough time of it. having a lover drop off the face of the earth is such a trigger for me. for me, it leaves me stuck processing in the vacuum of my own head which isn't pretty. i'm an externalizer, and i suspect you are, too (evidenced by your saying "I'm not calming down because this hasn't been discussed".. i too use dialog as a tool to sort things) its seems as though you and i both have boys in our lives that are internalizers.. (think: "i need to step away to calm down/sort it out and i'll come back to you when i feel like i have something concrete/figured out to contribute to a dialog"). communication is freaking tough.

'devastating news'? i hope you and mason are ok. you know you can always call.