I am desire but you are weak ( Read more... )

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::furrows brow, closes eyes, clenches fists, and exhales deeply::
I. am. not. an. idiot.
I'm just... different.

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This humidity is oppressive. I hate July. It always seems like the people around me are weighed down by anxiety and sadness at this time of year. It always makes me feel awkward- I want to love and support the people around me, but I know that those emotions are contagious, especially to someone like me who is already vulnerable to begin with. I am ( Read more... )

Hello to new LJ friends! \m/

So... physical therapy went well but I seem to have stalled out since then. However, monkey bars, donut pillows, and these are fucking great. I still can't bend over though, so my doctor has me looking to see if I can get any more phys. ther. appointments covered by my insurance and he's also petitioning me for LYRICA ( Read more... )

For Best Results, Grab Your Fucking Headphones and Crank it Up

I heard this song and immediately started frantically searching for pen and paper so I could scribble down the lyrics furiously.

Its been a long time since a song has done that.
OMG epic.

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Not sure what it is about rain that makes me feel so alive. It makes me ache worse, but the rest of me is just rejuvenated every time water falls from the sky. It makes me feel like I have been holding my breath and am finally able to breathe again ( Read more... )

It seems like everyone lately is one of two types of people; the victim or the victimizer. Sometimes I see people who are angry over being beaten to the ground; they are the people on the verge of revolution. Other times they are the people who are lashing out because they don't know what else to do; they are the ones who are finding rock bottom. ( Read more... )

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I got an exercise ball to sit on at work, and while I still hurt, it is currently pretty much eliminating all the burning, crushing, cracking pain I have been having in my lower back and hips. I also don't feel like throwing up just from sitting down. I cannot explain to you what a miracle this is, or what it has done to my mood today ( Read more... )