Its kinda weird that its been this long since Craig's been gone. Right now, they're in Singapore and they have libo there right now. So many girls are pissed off cuz their husbands haven't called them, and looking at their bank accounts, some of the guys either took out $100-$300 and some just spend a lot of money on dinner. I'm kinda whatever ( Read more... )

I got my first phone call of the deployment and it was definitely the best feeling ever. We talked for 35 minutes and there were no weird silences or anything. I was ok though, I didn't cry at all, however the day before, it was sooooo bad because he had called and I was trying to answer the phone (it was 6am, mind you) and I pressed the ignore ( Read more... )

Last night was really hard on me, and I have no idea why. I couldn't stop crying and all I could think about was how much I miss Craig and how he won't be back in 2 weeks like before ( Read more... )

Is it weird that I'm super stoked to go to Indiana? Haha.. I leave in 11.5 hours! I can't believe its finally that time!

Man.. I can't sleeep at all and I have to wake Craig up in less than an hour for work.
Today was crazy with him though... My cheeks were hurting from smiling so much.
But man.. I just want to sleep.

Yesterday was so not productive. I'm trying to find clothes to take to Indiana and I'm finding nothing! Came back home, ate dinner, and I was supposed to go out with my mom but I ended up taking a 2 hour nap at around 6:30.. bad idea. I woke up to my family arguing outside my door. Watched a bit of tv, and got a random phone call from my ( Read more... )

Its been well over a month since I last posted. Craig's gone on one other ship op, leaving the day after my birthday. He got back from that one last monday. It's been great being with him from then till Saturday because it just felt like the way it did when we first started dating. Doesn't make sense, but every day was just amazing and it just ( Read more... )

I'm driving myself crazy. I can't find anything to do with myself. I think I was better on day 10/day 20 last time then I am right now.

ughhhhh.

Fremont is for sure not home to me anymore. I'm so over it; within the first few hours of being there, I already wanted to be home ( Read more... )

Pacific Commons Starbucks closes in 30 days ( Read more... )