I can't escape my stupid inability to truly get over someone, even being with someone else didn't help. wouldn't even sleep with them because i felt guiltly. the guilt of basically being in love with the wrong person, and running away. instead of fixing things i made excuse after excuse. then left. I mean fuck, i should move the fuck on already. i ( Read more... )

Via text you abandon me, i go, i'm gone ( Read more... )

I don't know where to start this entry really, ALOT has changed since August. For starters i quit drinking and doing drugs well i mean marijuana when i say drugs. Started going to church and i'm back to being a believer and follower of God. I'm truly happy not fake fill your body with drugs and alcohol happy. It's amazing what life is like without ( Read more... )

Dear Dad,
Tomorrow will make it one year since your passing. And honestly it hurts just as bad as the day i watched you pass.

My lj is officially dead. I have an art blog/journal now which is this address----------------> StarShipSprout.blogspot.com Feel free 2 comment anytime n tell your hipster friends....:]

StreetArtFartz

i have another blog for my art sometime ill post a link

Non-stop im drawing or painting. I love everything i create and could care less if anyone dislikes it.

the day you died, more then half of me went with you. im lost and need direction

Dear friend how I miss you. We're celebrating newyears without you for the first time. It hurts. For some reason Thinking of you being dead makes me still drag my feet, or i cry like a little kid when he falls of his bike. It hurts knowing your no longer here to catch me b4 i fall. no longer able 2 give me advice about the woman im deeply in love ( Read more... )