So after much thought I'm making a new LiveJournal ( Read more... )

( Again cut- I'm leaving it open but asking for respect if you decide you do want to read )

( emotional ramblings as I try to move past the feeling that my world has come apart and ignore the fact that I'm numb with pain. Do me a favor and don't read this if you intend on using it to hurt me. i have never been more vulnerable or felt so worthless and uesless and alone. )

Florida Georgia ( Read more... )

Florida Georgia.... whew, fun so far

Definitely hard watching Nash and Ashley and wishing Andy was here and things were ok between us.....

Mama referred to me as his ex-girlfriend last night

Guess I should get used to it

But in positive news things have been so much fun, and this group is actually great for hanging out with

that is all.

Off to Jacksonville for Florida/Georgia

aka the World's Largest Outdoor Cocktail Party

going to be interesting to say the least... especially when you consider I'm going with the Sigma Nus... and Andy won't be there, hahahahahah

.....

No words

just frustration

mainly at myself for getting sucked in and believing it.

Bull shit all of it.

sucks.

Not getting any sleep last night sucked too

so does two tests tomorrow.

I'm just so irritated... and I have this horrible sneaking suspicion that I've been duped and used ... again....

I swear I hope not, but that's just the impression that hasn't just been present but basically thrown into my face.

And my roommates, except Jenny, are driving me crazy.

hello another sleepless night.

I hate being crabby

I'm so incredibly frustrated right now... primarily with myself

Saw Jamie though, which was so much fun, I missed her!

"And you get one cookie to give"
"What happens if it breaks?"
"Then you give it to multiple people"
"Isn't that a gangbang!?"

haha friggin hysterical if you understand the importance of a cookie

I LOVE my Mount Vernon girls. They make my life ridiculously happy;.