so like my best friend left today for el salvador. sad very sad. i left her at the airport alll alone. and we talked till she got on the plane. i mean she'll be back in 4 weeks... yes 4 weeks.... not a big deal right?? BUT WTF IM FREAKING OUUUT! I MISS HER SSSOOOO MUCH RIGHT NOW. ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I WILL DO WITHOUT HER. BUT ( Read more... )

ok soooo idk what to do. im at that point where u just want to leave everything and do what I want to do. yes i do love my family. yes i care for them. but  i want to do something for me. now and here. i want to experience new things. i want to meet new people. i want to go out and have the time of my life without being paranoid about the time and ( Read more... )

today i have realised how really poor i am. like seriously, i mean in the back of my head i knew.. its not gonna happen but i mean its ok to dream right? like looking at the dorms and stuff i was like wow. college. The university experience but unfortunately its not happenin homie. well theres nothing i can really do about it. so im tryna look at ( Read more... )

ssssooo! i feel like a lot has changed since my last post... so i was like lets update this thing that no one ever reads... last time i posted i think i was depressed. welll before i was always depressed. i looked at the bad in everything i dont know why i used to be very pessimistic. now i just  like to chill and go with the flow. i think i was ( Read more... )

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!

well i am not doing anything today... i came from work at 3... and noow its homework time... work was okay tho we had thanksgiving dinner at 2:00... it was funn.. we took pics and stuff that are soon to be posted on facebook... i think i am in at least 1... lol anyways i am thankful to be alive and i am thankful for my family ( Read more... )

so who friggan didnt watch the last episode of NCIS??? it was freaking amazing.... the closest tony and ziva got since the "under covers" episode!! OMFG the CLOSEST they got on accident and it was amazing... I swear i must be  the biggest TIVA fan ever!!!!! and the little fight that they got into on the elevator brought out so many freking feelings ( Read more... )

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EID MUBARAAK!!!!!
wow im such procrastinator!!! i hate school right now!!!
but w/e im sooo chill...
omg season premieres!!!! NCIS was friggan ammmmazing!!! and yes im an official fan of simon baker from the new show "The Mentalist" i mean in the show everything seems like common sense something everyone should have... but no one notices the littelest ( Read more... )

 wow School... work... and home... I am going to go gray headed!!!!!!! So much stress. SO far on this huge english 15 page paper im on 13 1/2 rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr watch 2 moro morning ima  put a whole bunch of BS in the paper.  i need 1 and 1/2 pages more and im good. i guess. wow im so tired!! im so happy itook off today from work im tired of ( Read more... )