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today i have realised how really poor i am. like seriously, i mean in the back of my head i knew.. its not gonna happen but i mean its ok to dream right? like looking at the dorms and stuff i was like wow. college. The university experience but unfortunately its not happenin homie. well theres nothing i can really do about it. so im tryna look at the bright side of things. what i mean by that is the good part about me going to a community college instead of MSMU. like 1) i have more of a chance of getting a car. 2) i will live at home with the old brown ppl i have been putting up with all my life. which means ill be saving money. 3) i will be able to keep my jobs. and hopefully get a secong one INshahAllah! 4) still have fun with friends. i guess... the ones that wont be going away to college, but yea. well anyways. lately i have had this really random obsession with lady gaga's music. shes pretty amazing i think ... ive been playing her music over and over so ill prolly get tired of it soon. lol. im so chill right now. idk. im pretty behind on all of my school work. i just dont care anymore.i just need to pass ap lit with a D or higher really. almost motherfucking DONE. but u kno how it is still gotta do what ya gotta do. idk what im writing right now. my finger are moving across the keyboard as if what everything im writing is reallly really important. well bye bye. my wrist hurts.