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[bendy698]

I am so confused. My heart tells me something completely diferent compared to what I think or is practical. I wish I had a better way to cope with it - to find some balance there. I try really try hard to imagine myself with someone else and it just dosen't feel right. I still think about her constantly and how she would make me happy. I don't want

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[robdiddy]

its like i always tell u.. u cant trust em. I swear u cant love em.

Theres no point in falling in love with someone before u can trust them. Your heart is the molst precious u have. U cant just let it get fucked over.

[bendy698]

I think you have the wrong idea...

[robdiddy]

The fuck is my idea wrong... its like ive said before to u. Why go throwin urself at every woman because it makes u feel good so u can be loved. They all will hurt u in the end no mattr how pretty or ugly u go. So d ont lower urself to anyones fuckin level just play the game they deal u and fuckin live.

[bendy698]

Nobody has hurt me - I hurt myself, but with good intentions always. That's all. It won't make me feel better to blame antihng on anyone by myself and my own feelings which control me.