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I am so confused. My heart tells me something completely diferent compared to what I think or is practical. I wish I had a better way to cope with it - to find some balance there. I try really try hard to imagine myself with someone else and it just dosen't feel right. I still think about her constantly and how she would make me happy. I don't want ot be selfish... but no answers are clear. Why do I feel these things?