::Tear:: Isn't it funny? Our parents raise us and then when we are finally able of being independent the only thing holding us back is school... the one thing that is supposed to "help" us in life. The only thing school has helped me with is getting even more depressed and pissed off. Why do people judge other people? I DO NOT understand it ( Read more... )

So here's the sitch (as we listen to Kim Possible say). I don't even know anymore....The truth is I stopped know about five months ago...What do you do when everything you ever thought you had known was a lie. And the happiness you had everyday knowing everything would be ok was based on that lie...perhaps you would do what I have done, and ( Read more... )

His words bring tears to my eyes ( Read more... )

What exactly is the definition of a true friend? I always thought it was someone who would let you cry on their shoulders. Someone that would allow you to speak the truth without feelings getting hurt. I thought there was trust in a friendship. You can call me a back stabber all you want because you dont ask me if its true, even though it isn't ( Read more... )

So here I am left with this overwhelming sadness. Why can I not be stronger than I am? Why am I still sitting here head over heels for a mere "dream". You I am digging my grave but if it wasn't for that foolish dream holding me back I would have gone a lot further. Where are those morals that I held so strongly when I was a little girl staring ( Read more... )

So here is the plan..since you are so hard to get a hold of we are kidnapping you lmao. Thats what me and amanda said to Jill last night. We planned it with her mom and everything. It is going to be a great two days with her around. I miss her so much. I wish that she never left our little group. My mom drove by my elementary school the other ( Read more... )

So we talked. It was a normal conversation and I am ok with that. I must admit that I do miss him terribly. But wouldn't you yourself also miss that one person that made you feel as if all your dreams could come true? Well I am a total of 110$ closer to my ticket and I am leaning on the edge of leaving the 1st of august to the 23rd. That way I ( Read more... )

So I have come down to this idea that I have a choice. I can either wait until you answer me and remember that you care or maybe that I do exist. Or I can give up and let you come around, maybe by then it will be too late. Forever you will be my friend don't get me wrong, and no matter what I will always love you in my heart...but I cannot do ( Read more... )

Ok so when you meet someone that is absolutely amazing what do you do?? Do you push them away cause your afraid that you will care for them so much that they will have power over you or do you just let yourself go....I don't know which to do...I said that I love you and you said nothing back...so I stopped loving you....or stopped thinking that you ( Read more... )